Final time, congrats on your days clean
it does get better every day that goes by (IMO) I wish you all the best, I see it as we are all super string for doing the damn thing, because it is harder to stop and stay stopped than it is to find pills and use, I pray every day for all the addicts still out there looking from the outside in and wanting to be clean and are either scared or not ready, I pray Gods grace up all of you and may he bless you the way he has me and my family
Sobriety is deff worth the pain and suffering