Hi everyone, I'm new here. I have been drinking 2 bottles of wine a night for a year and a half ever since my fiancé left me I have been struggling to cope raising my 3 year old alone. I can't do this anymore and I know that if I keep drinking I will loose my little girl, or I will die by suicide or an alcohol related illness or accident. I don't want to live like this anymore and I desperately need help. I have been waiting for a treatment centre to return my call for two weeks and I desperately need support. I have not drank for two days