I am really struggling. I am trying to stay consistent about not talking to him. If I do wind up talking to him--he is calling, I'm not answering--then I want to be consistent with a message of support if he goes to rehab but not seeing him otherwise.
I think it would be best though if I didn't talk to him at all. I'm paying the price already for my idiotic decision to get more involved. I feel like I caught some sort of virus.