I have to endure until my addiction to this situation lessens.
I had the same idea in my mind. I've been browsing through this forum, reading several differen threads and I think there are certain things I (we) can adapt. For example taking one day at a time. It does help for me. Maybe it helps you too. I know it hurts but I know it does get better, veryl slowly, but it does! And I think you're right to distance yourself completely, again even though it's hard and you probably worry even more about him, but it's the best for you!