Originally Posted by
LoveMeNow 
Geez, after writing it for all to read....I feel even dumber now then after I hung up with him. Geez, maybe I will just move away and pretend it never happened. Oh wait, how stupid would THAT be?
Ok, it's almost over so please bare with me!! I am "one of the those" who have a deep bottom, a bit of a slow learner, obviously struggling with surrendering and letting go.
On a more positive note, at least no one can say I am a born quitter. lol. Yeah, because that's important.
Hmmmm I see absolutely no compassion here for you or him.
For me learning compassion was the key to my freedom.
Its so much easier when you don't have to blame anyone,
I accept that I am powerless over addiction of any kind, and I accept that my xaddicit is too, and sadly he will continue to suffer without even knowing, but I wont because I have chosen to let him live his life in the style he sees fit, and I am allowed to do the same.