Thank you. That really helps. I can't believe it's so hard for me to acknowledge this. I know crack warps a person's personality but is it true you can't get to know them while they are on it? I suppose the point is that it's worse than a fool's game.
What a shame, just hope I have the strength to continue running.
He would still be in jail if his family had pressed charges. Now I wish they would have. I've only loved this guy for a few months. I don't know how anyone goes through this heartbreak for years on end. I feel for them AND for the addicts. What an incredible hell.