Hi and welcome. When I first got into recovery I didn't think my problem was nearly as bad as some...so it is normal to feel that way. However b/c of my feelings I denied that I had pain and problems from my drinking and went back out for more "research" and unfornetly many of the problems that those other people had came true for me. Someone told me once that I wasn't the sickest person in the room and if I kept thinking that I needed to be in order to recovery I might not ever recovery. Everyone has their bottom and that is when they stop digging deeping and turn around and go for the solution. I wish you all the best and please check out an AA, NA or CA meeting in your area.
John