I know, I know, I know, I know and yes, I drank. I know, me caring about myself is the "big cause." to whatever. I know, I shouldn't care about him, me, or whatever. I know. Life is whatever it is and who gives a f*ck.
I shouldn't want to keep friends if they are "bad for me." Yep, and then the other alternative is to be alone. I was alone, for 7 years sober. Yeeeeeeeeeeee haaaa!
So great to be Miss Perfect, sober, me in control of the world. I don't care. Who gives a crap about a loser friend who I do not respect?
Someone I DO NOT WANT TO REALLY KNOW, but have no one else? How stupid.