I had a bit of an epiphany today as I was 25 minutes into my run with my dog. I don't really like drinking. If I'm completely honest with myself, I don't really like how it makes me feel or act. Sure, the first drink is occasionally pleasant but I can never stop myself at one. I always keep going and around drink 2-3, I start feeling sloppy, gross, and acting like a toddler. Then, of course, the next morning is highly unpleasant.
I just wanted to share my thoughts with everyone. Glad to be sober and feeling good today. I think these realizations come to everyone in a different way and at different times. Hope this helps someone out there. Thanks for reading.