Yes, Justin, fair enough. I guess I'm looking at it not as a test run, but as a commitment....and asking yourself why it keeps happening.
Going to AA, therapy etc doesn't magically get someone sober (and please....I am not saying you aren't trying)...my question/comment is; unless you address those triggers for those 12 days...where will you be in the future?
That's the hard part of being sober....it's not just about not drinking.
My comments and questions are not meant as harsh, it's coming from someone who has also slipped, and it's not until you peel back the layers of the why...that you get to the heart of your problem.
You have a lot at stake here, as I say. Please don't take the gift of your friends loyalty for granted.