Congrats on 9 months! We're about the same age and I too am in school struggling with my life plans. Everyone I've talked to tells me that their twenties were an anxious and stressful time and the best thing you can do is to be easy on yourself. It's something I haven't quite figured out yet myself, but it's something that I've been trying to work on every day.
Good luck figuring things out! And venting always helps!