Starting over at Day One for the month of May. I want to be sober this entire month.
I fooled myself last night and drank 11 beers (yes, it's escalating) thinking that oh well, it's April, so I might as well screw it up for the end of the month and start over again.
I keep doing this. I give in one day during the week and then talk myself into drinking a couple days later because I already screwed it up for the week, so why not?
Well, no more stupid excuses. I don't want to drink for the entire month and it is a new month, so if I am starting over again, then I might as well start fresh with the month of May.
Here's to staying sober all day today. We can do this.