Thank you dee. The dealer was someone my roomate knows, I never met him. And he was only selling pot (not that it makes a difference in the sober world). My roomate smokes regularly and I realized last year that I can't smoke pot any more. It gives me crazy panic and anxiety attacks. I've tried here and there in the last year and I go absolutely crazy. So I didn't want to partake in what they were doing. Also my friend who came to visit doesn't smoke either as he has a similar experience to me. I think there is something in the weed these days!
You're right, probably just all mouthing off trying to trade stories yet maintain a positive image. I get it, I do it too sometimes around those that are clean while i was still using. I needed to maintain the facade of not being a druggy.
I'm just glad to be coming to the end of day 4, sober as a judge!