Just recently looked at some old drunken pictures in which I was smiling and everyone was laughing. I looked very closely and even though at first glance it looks like everyone is having a great time, I can see now in my eyes and the others it is a glazed-over robotic/numb look. Not true happiness. Then I looked at some pictures of my daughter and I (sober), laughing our butts off at the silliest stuff and there is pure joy and beauty in our eyes. So full of wonder and hope and such a wondrous natural high that resonates in my heart. Just wanted to share this glorious revelation with you all.