I wish I had had enough by now. My husband goes into rehab Friday 3rd time lucky. While he is in there I will be moving to another town with the mortgage in my name this is his last chance. How many times have I said that! It's too hard to see the man I love continually destroy himself. I also need to realise that for two years is been illusion and misery. I hope that I am as strong as you when it comes to shutting the door on my soul mate.