Some days I look at it as a fight - a struggle - but only on days when I am exalting in my victory. After getting my butt kicked by my addiction for so long it feels good to sometimes think of myself as kicking back.
Most days, though, I am at peace with it. My AV
IS, and life goes on. Just another emotion. I often feel like flinging poo at my moronic boss, seeing the hot girl naked, or eating the entire package of bacon. I don't act on those emotions, but I also don't go to war with them. They
are, and life goes on.
