well done on thinking it thru and NOT listening to the voices. the beast NEVER sleeps, it always lies in the bushes...waiting. with a patience that is indeed inhuman.
double down on your recovery. make sure your feet always walk a sober path.
i'm 7 something years out from crack addiction and not two weeks ago, out of the blue, a voice in my head said: dang a couple lines would sure be nice! instant response...hell yeah. then....wait, NO. wtf? NO and HELL NO.