SUID,, after 4 months I still get that way. I'm still kinda nursing the shock I got. Today a paycheck showed up in the mail. I never got checks, it was always direct deposit. It was my pay for the previous 2 weeks. A total of 16 hours pay at 70% of rate. WHAT HAPPENED TO 80 HOURS of full pay? OOOPS... Believe me it took the wind out of my sails. I lost all motivation to do anything.
But I do find that once I force myself to start something and get into it I'm okay. Part of my problem is I was forcing myself to go fishing and play golf instead of real life s^^t.
I'm still living the dream.
Hang in there. These imbalances will continue for a bit. Sometimes I wake up on top of the world. Other times I just want to crawl under the covers and make the day go away. They are a lot fewer and longer in between. But I do know what you mean.
Hang in there, you are doing great.