Originally Posted by
kellygurl1711 
Thank you! Im going to stop putting my energy into this nonsensical thought pattern I've got going. I need to reread step one again. And focus on that and on the fact that i really am grateful that she's helping me through this and taking time out of her life to do this for a practical stranger. I feel bad that i was ever angry in the first place. Talking really helped.
That's how it works, one alcoholic helping another! And believe me when I say that you are also helping her. By her sponsoring you, your recent experience with alcohol some 40 days ago is a definite reminder that going back out there is never the answer. As alcoholics we have real short term memories and we need to be reminded that it is not getting any better out there.
Whether we have 10 yrs sober or 6 weeks.