We are in your corner, GCG. I really like Odelle's suggestion. What will get you past the point you where you give in each time? For me this time, it started with a goal of 90 days. I said I would go 90 days no matter what. If I wanted to drink after that, I was allowed. That idea staved off a lot of AVs in the beginning because I would just say - "not today", which was easier message than "not ever".