feeling angry
I started working with my sponsor today for the first time. We went over things i should start doing and had a little chat. I did everything she said to do tonight. Then i decided to get a chunk of the big book out of the way. When i got to Working With Others, the chapter had a different feel to it. Instead of saying "we"it says "you"and gives step by step instructions on how to sponsor. If the rest of the book was set up that way i don't think I'd feel this way But it isn't. I wrote in the margin, "exactly what my sponsor did at Starbucks for me. Feeling angry right now. Does she even really care?" It made me feel like my sponsor doesn't truly care and is only doing this because the big book told her to. Maybe I'm holding too much stock in my sponsor instead of my higher power. I'm confused. I really want to keep working with her. Is this something i should tell her about?