I quite drinking about a month or so ago. When I did, I had to first and utmost thing\k about me. In a disorientated state (drunkenness) I was no good to anyone or anything.
I am beginning to see people. situation, and life clearly.
I would love to hear about your art and your writings. I would give yourself some time before you rekindle a situation that could bring temptation.
However you choose to handle the situation. I'll be rooting for you