I have a list of likely PD Relatives. No one has an official DX. However, the next generation back has rampant alcoholism, so I am not sure whether I am tracking mental illness or learned behaviors passed down in a multigenerational manner. Could be both I suspect.
Outofthefog.net freaked me out. A lot of behaviors on that listed as abusive are just an ordinary day in my family. I naturally do some of them so maybe I am PD or learned how to play the game? Freaky stuff.
But now I think back at me observing normal families and just being puzzled by them.
Geographic Cure is like an Easter rebirth. Every time I visit I dread the machinations and leaving town as the miles tick away I feel my shoulder tension dissipate.