Hi MissAC,
All the best to you, God bless you & guide you to a happy new start. I have been in the same place as you have. The relationship was great at first with so much potential -BUT, the Alcohol killed it, and his using. So, I feel the same as you. All the best to you. Be Blessed. And thank you, as your post this morning verbalized exactly what my heart feels. Xo, Bernadett777