Congratulations on 55 days! I think you are absolutely at the worst part of early sobriety. I am about 6.5 months sober and it wasn't until about 4 months of sobriety, that I actually felt confident and serene in my sobriety. I honestly feel better now that I have my whole life, so hang on because you won't believe how much better you will feel. I have three teenage sons, too. They are loud, eat a lot, can be totally obnoxious and are self-centered a lot of the time. But they are my precious babies and they are much more vulnerable than they want us to think they are, so you are giving them the biggest gift by working on becoming your best self. My eldest leaves for college for the fall and I am so grateful to be sending him off soberly and wisely, with no regrets.
Join your sobriety month thread, you won't feel lonely with their support. Take good care. You are not alone, momma.