Originally Posted by
deeker 
Sorry to say this but it's Cuz he loves alcohol and or drugs more. In that State we are messed up. We don't know what is important, we just want to feel good or nothing at all. (I am an addict in recovery)
Is that they don't know or don't care?
This was also my first holiday alone too. I don't know, for some reason, it didn't bother me too much but I did isolate which isn't a good thing either.