Thank you all for the support, now and always!! Other times when I managed to get the house clean, lots of food prepared, etc. I was a mess. I wasn't taking care of me. Yesterday I was heading towards being a huge mess inside again, yet from what I've learned in reaching out - both here and in person - I found what I needed. Someday I'll probably be able to take care of me and more things like house cleaning, grocery shopping and more cooking, but for now, I'm good with how I am "as-is", even if the people around me aren't -- and yet the ones around me today are fine with it.
What I remembered yesterday and truly FELT and took to heart, is that in the eyes of God I am worthy. That is enough. The days I forget that are okay. If I turn my back on that thought, He never does. We each are worthy to God. I'm no better or worse, and He is always here with me. I don't need to take care of everyone else. They really can take care of themselves.
