Hi and keep going. It works for me and millions of alcoholics. IF WE WORK IT!
I got in and was on the fringes, not opening up and always left early. What was I thinking. Then I tried shaking someones hand and saying I'm new and confused, or something like that. Doing that at least once at each meeting and volunteering for a simple job like unstacking and restacking chairs exposed me and I started to feel part of something. Never would I want to speak, the walls would collapse! Then one day I did and I felt great afterwards! Try to remember we all had a first time, and we are among people who understand us.
BE WELL