Welcome back Jake! I'm probably a bit older then you and it took me quite a long time to realize I couldn't even control myself, so how the hell could I control anything/anyone else? I have learned to just take life as it comes and do my best in whatever i'm doing. It is all good, even the bad stuff, as long as I don't drink! Glad your feeling better ! Hope to see you more on SR. A lot of help is available here. Happy Easter! Stay Strong and Well ! Bobby