This is what I am starting to realize, I know plenty of people who suffer with addiction, many that have beaten it, and many that it is just who they are now...
I can't do anything to help her if she won't help herself. I tried to get her to tell her parents, they knew she was on methadone, but she has never told them about her drug use. I have a voice telling me if I can't help her, the people who should need to at least know what is going on, but I feel it is not my place to tell them something private like that about her. I know I am probably not going to hear from her again until she is coming down again and tired of using, if she does, but for now I am just going to concentrate on me. I can't say I won't be there for her, because I'm scared that when and if she does come back into my life whether I will be able to turn her away or not. I guess time will tell.