I agree Yurt, you deserve to fulfill your dream. Once I finally realized my XAH was not going to recover was when I pulled my head out of the sand and looked at the behavior of the past years. A week sober here, even a year there, yet still, back again to it. He once said to me he would always drink a little. That's true, although the amount is not. He also fails to see that mixing with Rx Xanax is not acceptable. O well, this has become his problem to deal with, not mine.
Keep working on you Yurt!
God Bless!