Thanks SeriousKarma,
I'm trying, believe me, I'm trying to not feel guilty for not reaching out to him. he walked away from me. Like Madea (Tyler Perry(says: if somebody don't want to be in your life... Let 'em go. ) I appreciate your time & response. Thank you again. It's not easy but, the more I try to remember the facts of who he is & who he is now.. It makes it a little easier. When I think of how he made me feel bad because I couldn't (bad ulcer) & didn't want to drink with him... He sucks. Damn it. Yeah, he sucks. Thanks again.