Welcome to SR! You will find great support here.
You can change this around. You admitted having a problem to yourself and that's the first big step.
SR can be your main support, and you can also add AA, AVRT, Smart Recovery etc.
Everyone is different, you have to find the method that works best for you.
For me personally, quitting for life is the only option. I will never be a normal drinker.
Good Luck!