I think I just needed to write it out and organize my thoughts. I am focusing on the negative because I'm still angry about the lying. He had a great night at Shambhala and I think it was good for him to go alone. Although I really love the meditation group I just needed some "me" time. I also think it's good for him to socialize with people without me there.
Thanks for the encouragement! I think tomorrow will be productive.