Wowwwww, i GOTO market harborough and all sorts of things happen..... I missed talking to u all, obv u didn't miss me as there are plenty of u to keep going!!!
On day 39 here, wobbled today as so sunny and post in law visit... But had tea.
Still feeling very emotionally swingy ; happy happy/ sad soooo sad, and back again, can't stop the guilt gnawing away at my brain, eating me up, thinking there is no point in anything,
So I give myself a stern talking to, make everything real sized and its all OK for a minute... Then off I go again!!! Exhausting!!!
What if when people sober up, they realise they actually hate themselves and feel totally worthless???
Glad everyone is still here, and OK, or okish....
Xx