I have had a problem before that when we 1st got together I had to spent time in jail for the 2nd time for accidents that I caused from being drunk. My 1st one was in 1998 and the second was 2008. He did come and see me every week, but I can see why he is mad. And yes I have done it before getting shooters while I was at work, but watched what I did, but that is no excuse. I know I want to feel better because when I am sober I feel great and there are days or even weeks that I can be sober. I really want to be a better person and not ever do this again, because I have so much to lose. I am hoping if anyone has any suggestions about where I might be able to go in Thornton, CO please let me know I could use the help and encouragement from new friends.