Hi Disco. I am glad you came here and posted. Every post helps someone. Stay strong. When I don't know what to do with myself in the evenings, I come here. I read the threads, go to the chat room, read blogs and remember why I came here in the first place. I don't want to go back to losing my memory the night before, the foggy head, none of that stuff. Life, even with not a lot to do is better sober.