Hi Disco22! I hope you overcome this urge. It's so encouraging to me to read in this forum how far people have come. It's people like you in SR who give me hope.
My still-healing brain was crying out for alcohol yesterday. It came upon me like a sudden storm. I managed to sooth the restlessness by speaking aloud to my mind, pleading with myself to not believe the lies of impulsiveness, until there was calm. My hope is that you also have calm today.
Thank you for sharing your battle and your victory!
