Urgets 😣
Hello all.
So lately I've been just wanted a nice shot of whiskey!! Or anything with an alcohol content.
On one hand I don't want it because I've made it so far. And I don't know how or who I'll be after drinking it. Or how far off the path it will take me.
Yet that other hand I wanna be numb it a little. I'm tired, stress and wan a escape.
I wanna be in another world for a little while.
I don't know what to do with myself. The area I moved to has nothing to do after 9pm, but go to a bar.
I don't want to start form day one again that was hell. Ughh. I guess I'm just having a tough time dealing with these latest urges. Nothing to pull my mind away from it. 😣😣😕