Yurt---You are waiting for the "big" thing to happen to "justify" your move.
I can tell you what is "big" enough to "justify"----the fact that you WANT to make the move. There is no bigger reason than that. What you want deep inside yourself is as big as what anyone else on this planet wants. You are as important as any other living thing. No one else supersedes you in VALUE.
You don't have to explain or justify! Not to anyone. You need to be honest to yourself--within yourself. This is all between you and your HP--however that represents itself to you.
This is about YOU. You. Do not wait for him to justify you.
I say this to give you something to consider.......
dandylion