Congratulations on the 9 days. I'm at 5 myself. What I did yesterday when the urge was very strong and the opportunity was there, I told myself... 'Think how ****** you felt just the other day. Depressed, shakes, etc. Don't do it.' And it passed in a half hour or so. So don't think about the months ahead. When your mind starts to work, you just have to motor through those few minutes.
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