Originally Posted by
Aarryckha 
First off, congrats on making it 9 days!
I am a little confused though. You said that you have no hope of moderation and that the binging would wreck havoc on your body yet you want to go back to drinking for five days a month? Am I misunderstanding here?
Grats on day nine . the above author is right , it really is a all or nothing game , I used to binge my binges became so common I drank every day . focus on today . but shoot for lifetime sobriety