Originally Posted by
MrG 
guess I'm just nervous about finally being honest with myself, which may be why it triggers me actually.
I can TOTALLY relate to that! I've been every kind of drinker...social...moderate/one beer at night...total alcoholic drinking ALL day...BINGE drinker with horrid black out/blurred vision nights with totally regrettable happenings that still haunt me...to just drinking once or twice a week...i've been there done that when it comes to booze lol But this is the first time I've ever decided to totally give it up...
I finally got honest with myself. I'm finding with each day, I'm becoming more and more painfully honest with myself about it....what you said made me realize it's been a serious trigger for me in the past...
keep up the good work! you'll find your place in AA i'm sure. new things are always uncomfortable
