Originally Posted by
Adnamaeel 
......... I saw Yonder Mountain String Band last night, and realized again how much more comfortable I feel around people when I'm not on opiates. It's actually kind of a revelation. I was afraid I was becoming agoraphobic, but realize now that I was just feeling so bad about my drug use that I was sure people could see it, and so I isolated myself, even in public.
I'm so glad to be done with them.
Adna , I so.ooo relate to this ^
,,,,....just yesterday I was waiting behind a Mom and 3 beautiful little kids. The Mom waived off the cashier scanning the last three little snacks , and pointed to her little 4 year old,. ;;; " hers"
. ,,,,,,that little girl was
so little she couldn't even see over the counter, but stuck that crumpled bill up there, and waited . ,,,...and waited. I can't exactly explain the subtle dynamic of how special those moments were to the cashier , , and to me , lucky enough to witness it all.
It's like I'm finally waking up to appreciate the really magical moments around all the time.