I feel like I may cave again over the weekend. Maybe I'm just not ready to be done. I know I'm an alcoholic - I don't have any delusions that I can control my drinking. Why would anyone want to drink even knowing that? Beats me.
Sound like your addiction talking.
You're ready to be done when you decide to be.
Much better to do it earlier before you lose all you hold dear, DD.
Don't listen to that voice.
Have a sober weekend - you'll be so glad Monday
D