Thank you all so much. Its crazy how a few words of encouragement can make somebody feel so much better. I'm dealing with this basically by myself as far as family and friends go. I haven't told anybody about my drinking except for my fiance and my sister and I know it will help a lot more once I get it out to my family and I know I need to but its pretty scary. I'm only 22 and I'm kind of ashamed I'm already an addict. I obviously started drinking before my 21st but my family has no clue maybe within the next few days I'll tell them. Thank you again for all the thoughtful words!