Originally Posted by
SoberLeigh 
You are far, far, from pathetic, needinghelp. You are very brave and have just taken a very courageous step. Welcome to SR.
I think I feel pathetic for having got to this stage.
I've got a lovely family, other than GAD I haven't had any major traumas, and hold down a professional job. How can I be an alcoholic? How could I have let it get so bad? How do I get through this?
The past few days have been terrible. I need to change it's just terrifying
