Originally Posted by
FreeOwl 
you're not pathetic.... you're on a challenging and heroic journey!!!
Congratulations, you!
It's not going to be easy, but it will get easier.
Well done for facing up to the challenge and stepping onto the sober path!!
It's terrifying, I didn't realise how scared I would be.
I just need to stop thinking about how I ended up in this horrible place. I want to be normal
