Originally Posted by Needinghelp82

I just feel like such a mess.

My parents are here, I really think I'd have cracked and had a 'small' wine by now. It's not even 4pm yet! How did it come to this? I've gone from social drinker to alcoholic and I have no idea how/why really.

That's the first time I've admitted I'm an alcoholic. It's not a good feeling.