Well is like only 1/2 block drive, D!
Actually, I not usually drink day away. I has the caffeine and it make me feel like actual living being and I gets lot of stuff done and has conversations with many peoples and mood is lifted, and all is bubbles and cakes ...until... ...oh no.... MANIA! That is when booze become imminent.
To be truthful, D, day is not that enormous. I not the freaking president. Is not THAT overwhelming, is just, there, in front of me, and I desperately wishes to meet it and engage with it. But I need spark. I not can plug in without 'help.' I not even has enough motivations to come here and whine about how I has no motivations!
I has to find fix for this moment of day. For this moment of mind. Where is feeling flood me that what I need is this caffeine spark. Cuz while spark light me up, it inevitable gonna burn me down. I play with the fire, till the fire play with me.